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Festive blues.

2012-01-24T00:41:00.000-08:00

talk bout pretty up to date form teachers :D
OWLS!!!! :D
The science gleeeeeee gang! 8D
some cool classmates i'm lucky to have
My lil good friend :D
Teacher rocks!! *rocking around *
HAPPEH CNY 8D
Before we got our oranges xD

Happy cny to every chinese individual! :D
I'm pretty sure most of use would be gaining pounds with all the
eating and eating and eating and eating x infinity

Had a pretty great time at school, yeah i felt the whole EXAM STRESS already,
but i never forget to leave some space for a lil enjoyment,
after all it IS SENIOR YEAR :D

Had a rather memorable cum fantastic calligraphy competition!

Took lotsa photos, and for the first time in my life i saw Bing on the dance floor yooh!!!
And yeah the huge s3 crowd went nutso big time! xD

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Church was fantastic as well,

Youth's are getting closer,

i know right, NO BOUNDARIES :D

Have many upcoming projects , presentations and such,

thus YOUTH X time to shine on God's light yooohh!

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Life goes on.

But till the day i breathe my very last,

i will still remember of all the wonderful things

you've done for my life.

It was truly God's blessing for me to have you .

15/1

2012-01-15T00:01:00.000-08:00

Jesus hold me tight.

Amen

Beautiful Christmas

2011-12-25T21:15:00.000-08:00

Thank God, i invited a friend to church ! ;D She seemed pretty satisfied of the christmas message and presentations :) Pray that God’s love touches her heart . Our Presentation went well, all the hard work and prayers paid off !:)
Well after church i actually went shopping till 4, and by the time i reached home, i just passed out at bed xD during the night, head out to another friend’s house for Christmas party LOL :D they have nice food and SOME scary kids…. chasing us everywhere with that BB machine gun :S

23rd was lemuel’s bday, well i was officially 2 hours and 15 minutes late due to the rain, jams, and waiting for the queks at the LRT station XD BUT by the time we reached his house everybody was hyper already, WHOA lemon’s room has soo many guns!!!!…yeah so there was minor gun fight among the girls and boys xD twas’ it was a fun night. Leann’s room was full of pink stuff, we played UNO, and GHOST game??? -.- violent man! :S everybody was like hugging here and there . Well after that day i came to realise that aunt elsie has dog phobia too, after all the screaming and freaking out behind me while the dog was sniffing around me LOLLLLL XD

24th was , rather emotional, spent half a day at the hospital visiting Jo, she looked frail at that time,but as for today, she got a lot better and soon to be discharged from the NOT SO AWESOME hospital!! :D amen! God indeed answers prayers :) New year’s coming, 2012 i pray that i will be ready to face you!

Agony?

2011-12-19T20:25:00.001-08:00

When there's pain,
of course you could share it to friends,
but

they might not give you the comfort that you want,
that you expect.

I still believe, when there's deep emotional pain,
one's human intellect can never bear it,
that's why we need God.

He said so in the bible,"cast all your cares upon me"
that means, whatever pain,sorrows, bondages we have,
never keep it to yourself,
you can always share it with God,
and after that you'd feel more relieved and much more stronger than before.

Pain can either build you or break you at the same time,
this all comes down to the choices we make,
to accept failure and stand up,
or accept failure and continue to linger at that failing moment where you think you can't do anything and you're a massive fail.

My friend said,
Pain is endless,
And I believe pain is what that makes a fighter out of you.

You wouldn't wanna live a life thinking that you've failed and you're not good in anything doncha??
At least, live a life knowing you fight your butt off and its worth living for!!! :)

Where are you!?

2011-12-10T04:49:00.000-08:00

Pendrive,
misplaced, AGAIN...

Please brain, please function now, i need to know where is it!! :(
COME ON THINK THINK THINK D:

CAMP AH

2011-11-27T04:19:00.000-08:00

I don't believe this,
haven't been to a SINGLE camp this year!

YESH i feel completely awkward and disappointed !!!!
I LOVE CAMPS.
and
thanks to SPM( i know its for my own good to get an extra certificate and all)
BUT still..................
can't believe i gotta wait for MONTHS before i could head to camp again..

I love church camps, i love youth camps, i love cf camps
i love motivating camps lah!
LOL

alright i gotta pull myself together now..
Back to spm.

God bless me!

The not so holiday , holiday.

2011-11-17T23:33:00.000-08:00

School Holidays are here,
7 weeks.
Not for us SPM-ers( sounds like spammers, i don't know why LOL)
Exams have dominated our hols... AWESOME..
why nevermind
i have listed a whole tonnes of things to do after exams.. which is.. 2 weeks before christmas?? :(

Coming up:
-Penang trip BEACH BEACH BEACH :D
- Catch with lotsa movies
- Do my theory and practical =_=
- X'MAS PRESENTATION YIIHAAAAAAAAAAAA ! :D
-New year countdown? xD

Eccentric

2011-11-11T01:10:00.000-08:00

I promised to never be the same again.

From this day onwards ( i've been saying this since i don't know when? )
I , Abi Lee,
will no longer be , an idiot.

God have mercy on my soul.

29TH :D

2011-10-30T05:20:00.000-07:00

1,2,3 LET'S GO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

great day,
great CLOUDY+SUNNY day :)
God blessed us with a wonderful weather .

And of course a rather impacting night for worship and praise
at PJ :)
ROCK ON FOR GOD GUYS :)
I couldn't remember the last time i jumped with such joy,
i really felt free :'D

Had a great sunday as well !
Though i admit i'm not a good singer lah,
but at least i sang xD

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To rediscover God's great big love,
Is my luckiest find! :)

2011-10-19T18:30:00.000-07:00

Sometimes,
I just couldn't feel up the spaces in my head.

There will always be a
space
in between.

But it eats up lotsa space,
super irritating.
oh yeah i'm typing gibberish now.

nyways, it's morning,
and i'm partially awake,
had a good nice sleep the night before,
but it was just so cold.

a night unlike any other boring nights that i've been through,
this one seemed different.
it's full of memories,
but...
they were all spaces................
i couldn't remember but i just reminisce.....
the nostalgic empty spaces that made me feel comfort.

geez i'm babbling again xD

Well,
all the best to those who're sitting for their finals!
God be with you!!

:)

I sailed in my dreams

2011-10-14T04:02:00.000-07:00

It's been 5 years since i've been to a bookfair
on a ship,
and i didn't even take ANY pictures of it, blur me :/
BUT
this year, i did , a LOT :D

Logos Hope really made my day a better one,
And relinquish the urge of helping those in need :)
But again, i have to help myself first , still really irresponsible here.

And guess what,
exams are here AGAIN.
study, study, daydream , study !
but i'm more excited of the excursions and trips i'm gonna have
this year end and not spm XD
yeah i'm so dead.

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In the end ,
lotsa people just want truth to be on their side.
some of us,
just don't know where and what we're heading into,
maybe towards the light,
or towards a very bottemless pit :/

Road trip 12/24

2011-09-25T08:39:00.000-07:00

Woke around 6am today,
Wore like i was going to some dinner gala?? LOL
half asleep when a strong stench of perfume just infiltrated my nasal system D:

Set off on the trip to some relatives marriage near Kuantan,
two hours car ride D:
When we reached the house i realised it was my dad's couz who's married xD

Pretty wife :)
but has lotsa friends who smokes a LOT :/
met up with never seen before lost COUZs.....and yeah we didn't even speak :(

I just came in terms of belief that my dad has:
-5aunts,2uncles in which, 3aunts and 1 uncle are already ....well gone.
-an average of 3 couz each aunt, so roughly 15?? D;
- couz-in-laws......and their bros and sis, whoa TONNES -.-

so whats in for me:
-if there's 15 couz' for my dad and all of them are married with a minimum of 3 kids each i will have approximately ...45 couz???? =.=

it's late, couldn't count properly xD

God blessed us with a great weather today, :)

REVIVE!

2011-09-11T20:16:00.000-07:00

We cry out for Malaysia,

Lord send revival fire,

burn, burn, BURN.

May every sorrow be turned into Joy,

May every knee bow,

May every tongue confess,

May every race worship.

You. :)

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Our God is truly an awesome God,

not that i'm trying to convert people,

but i'm really proud to tell you that,

I have a great God in which you MUST GET TO KNOW HIM.

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Had a great heartfelt worship session yesterday,

welcome Glory n Nicholson :D

you guys really make up an awesome pair!

HAHA!

The youths are starting to brighten up a lil,

numbers are increasing perpetually , THANK GOD :D

God has answered my prayer.

May MORE MIRACLES COME UPON US :)

ROCKIN'

2011-08-25T05:14:00.000-07:00

SPM TRIALS,

here i come??

sry i haven't prepared yet =.=

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songfest,

tough competition,

but at that stage,

what i know was,

we had GUTS :)

you guys are awesome,

though , we didn't make it to the finals,

next year, we will try to score again :)

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ever felt that some songs just ,

brings back yesterday,

of what you did,

what you thought,

it's like,

it understands,

how you felt...

i know God does,

and now i realise

music does too :)

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i won't waste my energy on such again.

i've learnt my lesson,

now is to try my best to avoid the mistake ! :D

i just want you to know,

that those you depend on all the time will never always be there for you,

they can only try their best to be,

but He will always be there,

past,present,future.

don't lose hope on Him :)

God bless.

KNOCK KNOCK

2011-08-20T08:03:00.000-07:00

how long have i abandoned you?
AGES.

exams passed,

results makes you go sky high and in a split second plummets to a ditch

shucks real bad : /

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Church anniversary passed ,

Roy durman crusade passed too ,

the crusade did changed my perspective towards faith ,

again , i've been strengthened ;)

to cast all my cares upon the Lord!

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Why is it just so hard to just approach some people??

=_=

2011-07-22T06:34:00.000-07:00

In 2 weeks

many things happened.

Marching competition and

Sports day,

pretty much the last time we are having it for our term : /

went to the band concert,

a friend wanted to say HI to me , but didn't

we had the greatest worship session on youth during sunday

for those who went back early.. you MISSED AN AWESOME TIME :D

chun kit has left for Canada,

oh well

the best goes to him :)

as for me,

all the best for my exams

and.....BIG BIG STUFFS to do in the future D:

Where was i when the rockets came to life?

2011-07-01T03:11:00.000-07:00

on June 5th 2009,

during late noon while chatting on XAT.com

i fell in love with one of the most inexplicable music of my time,

that is ..

OWL.CITY.

i still remember my very first post of adam right here!

his songs soothes me

and brings me back in time :D

and OF COURSE his lyrics are so unique

tho he doesn't have the body feature ( not like i want it xD)

but overall he looks all good to me !

a month and a half ago he finally released his 2nd official album,

All things bright and beautiful.

I can tell the songs are gonna make another big hit on the market,

i mean who can't fall for his silly blend in popular mainstream eh??? :D

finally,

I wish him all the best in his career,

and of course,

i shall continue to wait for you to come to MALAYSIA

:DDDDDDDDD

Fairly Sunday =D

2011-06-19T19:07:00.000-07:00

YEAP.

SCHOOL CARNIVAL started and concluded on Sunday itself.

6 years once,

so every class/ society is working their butts off to make their booth

PERFECT.

for my class,

it's a cafe+life-band kinda booth,

to be honest,

the ENTIRE preparation process took months

of planning and commencing.

it has been tough for every as we juiced out every single drop of

brain juice , all for the sake of that 6 hours for 19th june : O

But overall,

it's just worth it ; )

we got tired, we got worked out and many more,

but by the end of the day,

we're still extremely happy that the entire booth was a success :)

MISSED church and missed the opportunity to say my birthday wishes personally to Sonther tho ; /

but, this is the BEST SUNDAY i've ever had at SCHOOL !

Tonnes of fun games , food stalls and the list goes on! but i didn't even get to play/ eat ANY .

thanks to the squished up songlist schedule of my class.

i'm tired, yes. BUT i'm still happy overall :)

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i see colors everywhere,

noises that brings up heat,

faces that has a big smile wherever they went.

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Nostalgia is my other new obsession.

i'm always searching for something that reminds me of the past,

or perhaps, a vivid yet surreal past...

something that you think its there but actually it isn't , yet it makes you happy : O

8th day of June

2011-06-08T03:41:00.000-07:00

I close my eyes,
i see school.

I take a breath,
i smell books.

I move my fingers,
i feel the table.

I open my ears,
i hear the school bell.

and as i touch my hair,
I realised its FINALLY time to SNIP IT .

Goodbye wavy moody hair,
i shall bestow upon you the new order once you grow back again :)

2011-06-04T08:31:00.000-07:00

She said it....

the " L" word...........

is my life over o_o ???

room full of laughter.

2011-05-30T04:51:00.000-07:00

CAMP

WAS

FANTASTIC

learned soo much

played soo much

laughed soo much

enjoyed soo much :)

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6 girls squished in one room.

EPIC.

we hear snores from people for the past 2 nights

and surprisingly, SOMEBODY got kicked off bed!

and there's a "black hole" that ate up most of d junk we brought : O

great camp speakers

chinese session: Pastor Zephaniah

eng session: Pastor James

sry to say, i KEEP dozing off during the eng session :(

but the altar call sessions has always been soo touching :)

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1306

apartment number :)

6 CRAZIES.

includes me, the not so crazy crazies XD

we sing till late night

jamming on random songs

as the night passed us by

Had tonnes of fun at the beach :)

throwing mud? LOL playing sand

swimming into the not soo clean sea :P

memorable :)

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I guess i've find my path :)

Thank You Lord :D

Ripper.

2011-05-25T03:58:00.000-07:00

I know,
it has been dozens of times ,
i was swallowing all the tears that wanted to come out,
i HATE TEARS.
makes me feel worse than before.

Depression pills,
you stored it up on me.
it tastes bitter.
i detest it.
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YOUR LOVE FOR ME IS ENOUGH TO KILL ME SOMETIMES.

idle... NOT

2011-05-19T02:04:00.000-07:00

i dumped this place for a fortnight or so,

my bad :(

exams came and went for the last 2 weeks,

did some "intense study"

but not all results was as i expected...

its okay,

i'll just work harder next time..

though GEOGRAPHY and CHINESE really blew my head off ==

i managed to pass my history well enough :)

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Had a TERRIFIC OFF DAY on tuesday,

CHURCH SPORTS DAY + BCM NIGHT CONCERT = DOUBLE the fun :DDDD

sry to sonther and federal that i didn't RUN

well

the nxt sports day i'm DEFINITELY gonna participate :)

though i didn't run,

but i did sweat a bit :)

jogged around the stadium with federal under the scorching sun xD

camwhore all over the place!

after that my "seniors" came over my place for rest + movie watching .

and soon enough,

the nite approached and we all head down to PJ for another session of JAMMIN' :)

JAMMED MY NIGHT AWAY ~

slept at past 12 midnite ,

TOTALLY WORTH IT :)

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No greater love is bigger than His :D

EVERYTHING

2011-05-01T21:30:00.000-07:00

"YOU'RE EVERYTHING, YOU'RE EVERYTHING"

Yes Lord, you are :)

Skit team did GREAT today :D
though the last part was improvised last minute,
but i wouldn't mind at all.
As long as we give our best to God,
i'm happy, you're happy, everybody is .

FYI: annabelle i love what they did to your hair ;DDD
Sonther you finally look like GD =v=
Ruth, please take care of you bruises = /

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Exams coming up!
Gearing up??
O_0
i don't feel the drive in me though...

Gotta look for my hard drive then :/

make me whole,
teach me how to care for others.

Lead me.

2011-04-24T05:40:00.000-07:00

The song lead me to the cross rings around my mind since friday.

Yeap.

This week is totally God's week :)

Good friday, Easter Dinner, Easter sunday :)

I didn't get to attend the friday service,

BUT i did attend the dinner and sunday service,

it was really different :)

i felt the atmosphere,

and God's presence ...

Oh yeah,

as i said previously,

i never really invited people to church dinners,

well this time

i did invite someone :)

for the sake of helping my mom sell off d extra tickets -.-

and to let someone hear d good news too~

memorable nite ,

wanna know why?

i was attacked by a stink bug,

took me 10 mins to wash the odor from my fingers.... T^T

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heidi popp was AWESOME =v=

the dinner .. ok ok lah

but i heard from my mom

the giant fish that we ate,

hardly had any MEAT on it...

-.-

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I have to change myself

in order to help change others

through you name .

I know,

i sensed it .

You've began to open up,

thank God.

The greatest miracle is about to happen,

just watch :)

God bless,

Abi =D

When i fought against time

2011-04-24T04:01:00.000-07:00

Eye bags made its way to my face.

i deserved it ,

3 days of sleeping past 1.40am

2 days of sleeping past 12 am

and a day that i actually slept at 11.30pm ( AMEN xD)

the homeworks that shaped up a mountain in front of me,

slowly began to lose its shape,

but i'm not done with ALL of it yet.

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Spm moral project:

we went to the old folks home ;)

me , GPA girl, ern, shulamite , and pui yee.

i finally comprehend what it feels like to be dumped/left behind in this foster home,

by the ones you love,

its simply horrible,

sometimes, even the old people don't remember why are they here...

maybe its meant to be like this,

to ease the pain ..

kept in them for so long :/

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countdown to easter

i was pretty excited tho ;)

never REALLY invite people to dinners bfore,

and i never REALLY thought of dressing up formally bfore too -.-

poor me.

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Next week:

3 tests coming

countdown to semester exam

countdown to... CAMP =v=

countdown to... GTPJ concert nite =v=

countdown to... meeting DEE =v=

gotta get more beauty sleep too ! rofl =D

Distress signal.

2011-04-03T02:09:00.000-07:00

You can choose not to see this post as its basically bout complaining,

I need to find a space to spill out all this rubbish so i'd feel a bit better.

Here it goes.......

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We are in the house of God,

When we worship, we worship in one accord, with one heart,

When you were leading worship,

We worship with all our hearts as well,

But when we were leading worship,

Instead of worshiping TOGETHER,

You are BUSY laughing your heads off on HOW funny the lead singer's voice sound

or how poor the sound production is and all

i don't know

but your face is telling it.

ITS SO OBVIOUS ALRIGHT.

Wanna complain,

SAY IT INFRONT OF OUR FACES

so that we could change and improve.

By the way, since you think our singing or our DRESSING isn't really... a perfect suit to your TASTE,

well i'm SORRY,

why do you even SPEAK bout us in the FIRST PLACE?

OH WAIT. you actually noticed us ???

WHOA, i guess we should be REAL proud cuz we actually PROMPT YOU to talk bout us behind our backs.

If you think we don't fit your standards,

you should just speak to us FACE TO FACE or NOT mention ANYTHING

why talk BEHIND our backs?

OOPS, your mouth has some problems huh?

so in conclusion,

i guess THATS YOUR PROBLEM.

I'm gonna let this slip,

you know why,

Cuz i feel like a scoundrel speaking bout THIS gibberish here,

so i shall never post these things here again.

I FEEL SO SORRY FOR YOU,

cuz you didn't learn your manners properly :)

An April Post =D

2011-04-01T03:52:00.000-07:00

FIRST AND FOREMOST :

HAPPY APRIL FOOLS!!!!!!!!!!!

i didn't REALLY fool anyone though(except for dee =v=)

but people did fool me instead =.=

Nyways, today... almost d entire sr2 class were planning all kinds of hilarious pranks on the form teachers, there is also a class that liaised with the other class to SWAP classes .. LOL

for my class, well,

its pretty dramatic,

instead of us facing the white board,

we changed our entire seating position by facing the window

so everything is turned around,

we even read books UPSIDE DOWN,

our form teacher was literally SHOCKED.......

we were thinking of pranking other subs teachers but the disciplinary head just put a halt of it after d 1st period.. XD

well , is a moment that is worth cherishing =)

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Thank God for answering my prayers,

i'm not failing 5 subjects after all =)

AMEN.

Spilt

2011-03-31T02:53:00.000-07:00

When there's a mess,

i guess we just have to tidy it up ...

Church, Society , CF, Life.

Are they part of my burden?

I could shove them off my shoulders without any deliberation.

But i think that would be too inconsiderate of me =/

The motivation isn't there.

So where on earth is it?

Where can i find it?

Searching high and low,

Is just a waste of time.

And then,

the negative and pessimistic setback comes into the spotlight.

It's really bothersome .

What should i do God?

Sunny day

2011-03-16T00:49:00.000-07:00

A sunny day to begin with perhaps ?

the Mcdonalds located 10 mins( by foot) from my house,

is totally SPACIOUS =D

had my very 1st meal there with my Grandma.

A decade ago, my grandma would always bring me out, hitching on taxi's or buses

to tour around from town to town for grocery shopping and all,

usually during lunch while we're out,

i would be sitting there whining my head off while she order's food for me and asks me to shut up :P

oh wait.

Grandma isn't a good reader of words herself, so everytime

we have difficulities ordering food or we get cheated by ordering a small proportion but a large sum of cash.

years past,

now,

my grandma's d one sitting waiting while i do all d ordering,

and d money counting xD

its rather nostalgic =/

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our Worship team did great that day,

we are near breaking point d=)

Thank God .

2011-03-08T03:05:00.000-08:00

shush.

Grant me the peace of mind,
so that i may think clearly.

Grant me the wisdom that of Solomon.
So that i'm able to differenciate.

Grant me,
a joyful heart,
and optimistic attitude.

Thanks You so much . =)

4/3

2011-03-04T03:23:00.000-08:00

Disappointments.

they come anytime , anywhere,anyhow .
what are you to do when it arrives on your doorstep?

You face them head on.

Green

2011-02-27T02:28:00.000-08:00

i'd wish i was lying on the green pastures,
totally mesmerised by the radiance of the sun,
and reminicsing all the glad and bad memories,
and telling myself,

"Hey, i think i see a star above me "

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Vibes.
a friend of mine mentioned.
overall,
are the so called "vibes" the essential to making friends?
or something you name as "karma"

sry, i don't believe much in that.

and of course, i don't believe that with the "power" invested in you
you are able to attract more people to be your friends.

wait a sec, are those even REAL friends?

Perhaps the world was borned this way,
the weak follow the influencial,
and the non-influent will be given the name: abomination

guess we aren't independant humans.
we are wayyyy dependant of our own kind as well .
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I learnt something during worship session today:
to NEVER EVER bother what those people below stage think of you
cause you are not doing this as a SHOWBIZ,
but actually a demostration of how much i love God.
and this is one of the ways that i'm best in expressing.

Tired with a weary smile :)

2011-02-24T02:01:00.000-08:00

i feel so tired,
willing to just rest my head on the pillow,
blind myself with the comforters,
and drift slowly into the place where darkness is symbolised as tranquility.
where my tangled thoughts spirals into the black hole momentarily =)

society went well today,
though somebody got hurt..(im still worried and i will pray for yah =) )
overall we did alright =)
thanks to ethel and d other committees

eths , you worked your butt off,
i'm pretty impressed xDDDD

well all thats left for me to do now
is to finish the rest of the week with a smile on my face
even if it kills me to do it =)

3 tests, 3 ppts, tonnes of revisions,1book review,2piano lessons

God bless,
Abi =)

Conglomeration.

2011-02-13T02:32:00.000-08:00

Stress+stress= stress square.

i'm just being illogical for this moment.
my laziness has reprimanded my conscience,
to the extent that what seems wrong, seems right.
doesn't make any ethical sense at all huh? xD

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many unpleasant things happen,
but still i don't feel entirely effected.
instead i felt the sense of exhiliration within.

again,
this is just gibberish =)

had an awesome P n W practise today ~
thx all of you guys for actually waking up early and being there early
=D

God bless,
Abi.

Over all.

2011-02-09T00:55:00.000-08:00

Prayer really works.

as long as you put your trust in it.

Thats where miracles begin to happen.

God has many ways of demonstrating his love for us .

all we have to do,

is Have Faith.

God bless =)

Remixed

2011-01-26T02:24:00.000-08:00

fourth week of January

my future results seems pretty bleak for now =/

this year is all about: marks

extra credits

projects

versatility

quality

i'm not certain whether if i'm able to correspond to that much expectations.

but with His help , everything is made possible =)

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next pretty hawt topic for the past week and the half: straight or not straight? xD

its only a short period of time,

and yet its like we have met for years....

but then the awkward thing is,

some people said that...there's something that twitches about you.....

currently i have no idea if thats true or not,

but i chose to believe that you are CLEAR =)

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Nothing Is Impossible

do you know these words?

they aren't as what you think they are,

it implicates something else =)

BAH.

2011-01-16T05:12:00.000-08:00

I feel comforted. thats one.

its like living alone, where only self conscience and God exists,
i won't feel soo worn out and instead jovial =)

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okay,
so today is yet another sunday,
i find sundays awesome, some sort =)

met up with my wack buds ^^
working hard for the upcoming " no apologies " seminar.
its gonna be a blast in God's will =)

oh well.. have been buzy with projects lately.
same goes to my frens.. SEMUA busy ..
all cuz of
our DUE DATE PROJECTS.
those who didn't take SPM...LUCKY THEM ...
SUFFER AH SUFFER
hope we get tougher .
its that what how you say it? xD

nyways.
i have so much to do,
but yet i'm very unclear of what i'm suppose to do..

ironic isn't it? =/

a week.

2011-01-09T04:27:00.000-08:00

a week,
of school.

okay its really frustrating having to do tonnes of homeworks,
at the beginning of school,
its the 1ST WORK FOR PETE'S SAKE.
and its already like this.
whats gonna happen to the next 10 months of my form 5 life?
prehaps an excruciating agony is coming my way and i have no idea =/

well
all i can do is pray and
stop feeling sorry for myself xD

oh yeah
i SOO HAVE TO TELL THIS STORY,
this morning a6 6am ,
there was a tremendous rumbling sound coming from the concrete of my room.........
i was like OMG is it the end of the world????????
cuz the rumbling was getting LOUDER AND LOUDER.
and then it stopped.......
my parents woke up to find me woken up too xD
and we thought there was a pre-dawn break in at our house...
my dad takes the broom..........scrutinized every single angle of the room,
in the end we still didin't know what caused this false alarm =.=

till this afternoon
my grandma, the kitchen expertise, found out that there was a fist sized hole located at the roof of our
back yard, which is located just a feet below my room,
and she concluded: The rats probably found this hole and made it as their happy hour place so they decided to rumble it up abit ..........

LAWL!

Tomorrow.

2011-01-02T04:27:00.000-08:00

As for 1st day of school ...

there's only one thing hovering around my mind............

Goodbye short hair, hello SHORTER hair. =/

the final 35 hours of my 16th year.

2010-12-29T20:54:00.000-08:00

I expect this year to be filled with
Successes.

but instead i got more than that,
i realise that success never fulfills one's desire,
we have to fail in order to really taste success .

i learn the art of leadership,
responsibility,dependability,
and loyalty = )

i'm not keen of these kinds of values though,
to be honest...
some typical only daugther or only child,
they live a total care-free life , without having
to be concern of how hard their parents work to provide,
we get what we want most of the time and stomp on the ground whenever we don't.
and in the end,
we grow up to be sore losers of the society =/

i'm one of those sore losers to be,
but then
its all different now,
i realise how much of a fun i'm missing
doing house chores, errands, etc.
gives me a taste of how hard my parents work all the time
even do MY LAUNDRY and fold my clothes while i'm watching tv and lamenting how
horrible my life is.

yeah, i suck a lot now that i know =D
but i'm brave enough to tell you my side of the story.

i have found a new hobby now,
i realise i love washing shoes =D
and cooking minor dishes ...
doing my laundry,
and many more. its sweaty and all but i find it rather as a challenge for me to be
a better woman when i'm older =)

so i'm thankful for all the failures and criticism that i got
i probably felt pissed that time but , i learn x)

most of all, i thank God for what he has done in me .

Christmasssy

2010-12-25T03:54:00.000-08:00

THIS CHRISTMAS

is way better compared to the last 3 years,
cause' i'm actually enjoying celebrating it @ church,
well.. didn't bring friends over lah..............
=/

but still had fun giving presents,
receiving,
eating,
laughing,
gossiping( actually i just overheard )

and i wore..........LEGGINGS =DDDDDDD
seriously, my tighs have gotta go =.=

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flashback:
so yesterday went for movies with my EX- secretaries ...
yeah they laughed at how.........."special" i am,
from head to toe
there's always a .......odd spot xD
well
i never OFFICIALLY go walking around malls with my juniors before,
but its fun/random/gasp moments =.=

hopefully boleh hangout more lah =)
when i get my LISCENCE =D

Take care.

2010-12-22T18:29:00.000-08:00

Yeap,
today's your depature date =/

take care of yourself and your family ah ,
don't go gaga over korean movies all the time loh,
once in a while okay lah xD.

whenever u feel like breaking down,
always remember u are not alone,
cuz God's crying with you too ^^

whenever u feel lonely,
go watch some LAUGH OUT LOUD shows /dramas to make u feel better,
eat some junk if you have to =D

whenever u feel betrayed ,
always remember not to hold grunges (its hard tho x( )
don't hold any vengeance against those had harmed you
but forgive them okay =)

whenever u are on the top of the world,
never forget to thank Him for the things He had done for you.

whenever u are sick and tired of everything,
always pray occasionally and seek help from friends /family,
never give up on yourself because God has never given up on you =D

lastly,
whenever u are online,
REMEMBER U MSN ME =v=

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even if its gonna be a 2 and a half years of wait,
time passes fast,
i'll see you soon anyway =D

i'll not be broken up in pieces like the last time
ever again =)

God bless you.
Abi.

I want.

2010-12-19T04:57:00.000-08:00

I WANT

THAT,

yeah, i want that!

=.=

LAWL.

2010-12-15T18:32:00.000-08:00

4 days with the wacked outs,

its good =)

annoying

loling

and

filled with moments =)

nothing much has changed ,

just that

they have grown a bit different LOL

i was soo afraid they'd get bored ,

well at least they had fun,

but.......

erica didn't get to play water =(

don't be bewildered!

we surely get to play next time =)

i made a pinky swear ( childish lah)
well

i have to

lose out my tighs

and

you have to

lose...your watever..............xD( seriously u look VERY FINE like this lah, why lose?)

i believe its all worth 2 years wait.

and its up for 3 years,

i will still be waiting =)

RIP, but still:

2010-12-10T05:17:00.000-08:00

not that i wanna disrespect you or whatever,

but here's what i wanna say:

why are you so selfish and stingy,

and all you do is care about yourself,

and you keep thinking that your move is all brave and SACRIFICIAL,

well congratulations to you,

you are the biggest coward of the year,

and by the way u manage to leave a BIG BIG unrecoverable scar on your families memories,

and people close around you,

do you think such act will make a world a better place?

sorry to say, u are just another bug that makes the society sick.

people that i really look up to are those who are willing to OVERCOME

and MOVE ON with their lives and not get STUCK in that circle of depression

ending things like this is just another way of HIDING from the future =.=

FACE IT, it happened its done, MOVE ON

and thats what i'm gonna do now

i don't care if you haunt me or watever =.=

(though i will freak out )

but i'm still gonna nag you so DON'T FIND ME.

again RIP

love hurts, but if you get over it,

you have actually won a battle within you.

Dear sky

2010-12-05T04:22:00.000-08:00

hiding within the comforters,

its 6 .45am in the morning

my eyes managed to catch a glimpse of dawn ,

but

the sky is so different,

for the first time.

i think even nature understands whats going in my mind.

everything around me is soo dull...like's fading ..

it reminds me of that moment,

i pray that it will never happen again.

i want to treasure what i have around me.

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long waited i have for your arrival,

when i see you it only reminds me of how fast time passes,

and soon that u would be gone afar .

there's a promise i made .

to never shed a tear,

'cause God wouldn't want me to shatter myself like that

he has reassured me that everything will be alright,

so,

i have no worries =)

Misses.

2010-11-29T21:40:00.000-08:00

When.

2010-11-27T03:47:00.000-08:00

i LOVE CAMP .

when the best part is

when you have JESUS, everything is awesome.

believe him.

thats wat i had learned throught out the camp.

had fun with new ROOMIES this year =)

not all new though.

met............Elizabeth..........

GOOD RIDDENS.=.=

again

we "quarrel" everyday day and night ...as those good old days xD

she will call me rich girl and i would call her duda =v=

the entire camp was inspiring and awesome

thats why

again

i have to say

WHEN THERE'S JESUS EVERYTHING IS AWESOME !

its coming.

2010-11-20T05:39:00.000-08:00

NSCFL !

HERE I COME =D

won't be around for 6 days

gonna have lots of REAL FUN =)

BAHAHA

2010-11-14T20:53:00.000-08:00

BUSTED

and

yeah

i meant

you

13th day of November

2010-11-14T00:52:00.001-08:00

1113 was a blast.

the taste of success was priceless.

love HHCF-ers =D

looking forward to next year

sonther,kyles and federal overnight

i was freakishly tired so i slept early

but then they still manage to drag me up from bed

to play heart attack and some other card games ....

till around 1 am........................

well

sry that i couldn't stay up soo late.

overwhelmed by fatigue =/

nyways.

today's worship is smoothly brought =)

a lil' mishap but who cares

i think its a sign of improvment.

and.

this coming thurs and fri.

gonna go SHOPPING

AND

WATER..............=D

No matter.

2010-11-07T21:38:00.000-08:00

No Beliefs
Nor Actions
Nor Nationality
Nor Skin Tone
Nor Eye color
Nor Hair Types

is able to seperate you from Him.

as quoted by Kris Allen

there's no boundaries.

1113

2010-11-06T05:20:00.000-07:00

LET US SHAKE SOME SOULS =D

End.

2010-11-04T06:09:00.000-07:00

volley competition is over,

well

we DID manage to overcome our previous attempts

by winning at least a match or so

unlike basketball

i'm all happy.

though i thought i could do better in the game

OH CRAP MY HANDS so cacat!

and!

school's near d edge =)

means

1113 IS COMING

NSCFL is coming!

and many more awaits,

AND

of course,

holiday assignments

some stuff never stops bugging you,

as quoted by ancient philosophers

live till you're old, learn till you're old =D

GBU

abi =)

Today.

2010-11-01T04:25:00.001-07:00

I apologize.

i will be more alert the next time.

i will have my strategy planned.

ugh.

2010-10-23T23:21:00.000-07:00

EXAMing

half way there i suppose =/

4 more days and i'm done for the year

and there comes the activities line up:

-Volleyball competition

-1113 event

-Youth outing

-SUNWAY+LAGOON with buds

-NSCFL

-sleepover

-christmas eve presentation

-christmas dinner

ALL JAM UP FOR THE HOLIDAYS =D!

woman

2010-10-17T05:57:00.000-07:00

flesh and blood,

we are alike.

but personality and endurance,

we aren't.

skeptical she is,

yet i didn't inherit it.

thank God.

i shall get you once i'm done with the exams =)

a day in OCT.

2010-10-16T05:47:00.000-07:00

exams.

the whether friggin awful.

God send rain =)

hope to sell off the hhcf shirts =)

Bless you.

2010-10-10T03:26:00.000-07:00

I just couldn't stop it from happening...
and now its all gone.

but i will never let this talent go to waste!

i won't let your death be a waste!!!!!!!

PURSUE PURSUE PURSUE

2/10

2010-10-02T05:45:00.001-07:00

Restless weekend,

exams are coming.

God have mercy.

Whats going on.

2010-09-26T22:15:00.000-07:00

life's different,
looks like,
people are people,
when they need you , they stick,
if the don't , the disappear,

people that are really loving and caring,
are disappearing from the face of the earth,
where's the sense of care and hospitality you should offer to friends???

nowadays,
all i heard are people detesting other people,
and they find it awesome....
just doesn't make sense,
i used to be one of those,
i'm soo disgusted now...

i wish things will change for the better,
God..

was life meant to be sophisticated?

influencial.

2010-09-19T04:01:00.000-07:00

being influenced by good things

is a good sign ,

makes u less naughty

and more to purity

and more simplicity

of the mind.

but bad things always stays

longer than the good ones...

so,

gotta work my butt off,

lossing momentum swiftly =_=

save me GOD

drag me back.

2010-09-12T01:13:00.000-07:00

today,

i shall rate it satisfactory,

thank God for giving me yet another lesson

so i probably spur into greater heights with the team

and also thanks

the boy that shot straight at me,

i needed that to be better

but seriously,

have your attitude checked.

Tomorrow,

my legs shall drag me back to SCHOOL

PHEW

2010-09-04T07:27:00.000-07:00

Friday:

MARATHON.........

for the 1st time ever, i ran without fearing i'd be the last person

running to the finish line,

and

i think i made it to the top 500 of my category (hopefully)

yeap it was breathtaking ....

once i reached class,

drop dead on the table ~

following night

went to church

ran a few practise rounds with frens

then had a girl chat with sonther and federal :D

later prepared for bed~

me , sonther and federal apparently squeezed on a giant mat LOL

squashy~

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Saturday :

its 2 am ...still not sleeping

partly is

cuz federal and i were talking bout ghost stories

and we were laughing on sick jokes

and apparently we awaken the other 2 girls XD

they weren't really sleeping though~

then after sometime, we actually got some sleep

SOME.....

then some guys laughing destroyed our sleep

i got pissed, went out and spoke gibberish to them,

and went back to sleep..

which proved futile...lol

after 3am i couldn't get myself to sleep

so all the girls crawled out of bed to prepare

went up to practise some worship sessions

and then..

went down for breifing,

then BROGA here we come..

my muscles were already killing me...

in the van...most of the boys sleeping(they weren't asleep d nite bfore)

and adriel keep taking pics of us =.=

then we climb the mountain round 6am....

i was deprived of sleep, nutrition,strength...so i couldn't even reach the 1st hill =.=

i was wondering how i'd finished all 3 peaks months back LOL

then after that went back to the van, awaiting the others to return

after that had breakfast...

then back again to the van

everyone fell dead in the van.....

went back home

slept for 7 hours straight till dinner..

hope i will be as good as new by tomoro

thank God for making nature soooo real :)

Tribute

2010-09-02T05:53:00.001-07:00

The last chapter of you has finally come

and

ends.

with

blood and tears

i will never forget your smile

when u killed your 1st shinigami when u were just a kiddo...

How you first j

oined alliance with the mastermind,

and later grew up to be a leader,

and a traitor that everyone detests,

even cross paths with your long time friend,

and how you left, just like that.

i will always rmb you as the person that never stops grinning

R.I.P

Mission

2010-08-30T06:48:00.000-07:00

Last three days of mission conventions was:

AWESOMELY AWESOME!

the 1st day was the youth worship team presenting

got lots of hiccups for the past 4 weeks but we did it

not bad :D

during the sermon, POP!

total blackout

yeap everyone was like WHOA

still the sermon continue

and BOY it was wayyyyyy better than ghost stories that are

'feasting' around this particular month~

during d 2nd day

i wasn't there.

so watever +.-

KAY the final day , FYI grand finale LOLS

the youths were d flag paraders

and i realised i put d indonesian flag UPSIDE DOWN

=.=

darned.

well it got fixed later

and then

the worship

and some presentations

they are quite nice :)

then the sermon

i have to say, i have totally fell in love with that missionary

she's soo cool!

and she is a firm believer :)

love that the most!

i didn't noe puting that much trust

could actually make miracles happen,

but now i do !

thank God

I just want to say.

2010-08-22T06:20:00.000-07:00

u wanna join this team

Learn this words properly:

the word

sacrifice

tolerance

optimism

humbleness

teamwork

then only u join us

then ONLY u can say those words right on my face

nuisance.

.Rage.

2010-08-15T00:31:00.000-07:00

pffft.
willing to put down d entire team for d sake of 3 solos
this is what u call teamwork?
u have a mouth
SAY that u can't commit to the 3 solos
its not like the leader is gonna kill you
but we practise for weeks
for this very performance
and now u called it off
is this some sick joke?
why didn't u just kindly turn down d offer/request
say that ur team matters lot more .
for me i won't mind if u turn us down
but u let the younger ones lose heart
they can't see your commitment.
so they lost hope
and
only u say
our team,
isn't good enough
well
SPEND more time understanding them
and let them understand you
thats what i'm doing now,
i'm sacrificing my time now for the sake of
this team
i want to see it grow
you too right?
why not u do your part
instead of being disappointed?
disappointment is part of growth anyways
the more disappointments u get
the more mature you are
and
you are my senior
i shouldn't be lecturing you
so
this is just a piece of advice.

a week has passed

2010-08-08T02:17:00.000-07:00

EXAMS

HAHAHA guess what!

i din study.

had been focusing on youth
and the upcoming HHCF camp.
soo little ppl signed up tho :(
oh well......lets hope MORE come~

have been listening to old songs lately
thanks to Genie and Crucial lols
makes me reminisce~
btw, i find pikachu a VERY squeezable TOY^^

kays, all the best in exam HHHS :)
life is short but embrace every moment of it x]

Brainstorm?

2010-07-30T04:55:00.001-07:00

late dawn......

in the sleepy class of mine,
was awakened...
by tonnes of weird games,
illogical ones!

but it helps release stress though,
not bad :)
the johnny johnny whoosh whoosh game,
the sheep game,
the ABCD game( still have no idea wat it is)
and etc....

most of the ppl who noes the games...
apparently continuously prank others by not tellin' them
it's like torture man! LOL

besides this,
i was " taunted " by pikachiu and crucial for not speakin fluent
hokkien n cantonese .
hey
i still speak good hakka!!

"ngai gao ngi gong hak wa~" BEAT THAT x]

Are we immature?

2010-07-29T04:02:00.000-07:00

well,
basically,
i found out many sr1 ppl didn't really agree to the sex education session we had
on tuesday.........

lasted for like, 2 hours?
and all the speaker was sayin' was...
if you date, a one night stand kinda scenario will happen, then
girls get preagnant, goes for abortion, and its HORRIBLE.

obviously the speaker is trying to scare our wits off..
but its kinda harsh =.=
and after watchin' that abortion vid......
i didn't dare to even pee in the toilet..

i mean, do ACCIDENTS always occur when teens DATE???
are teens like us really that sex addicts or something???
we are only influence because either our parents didn't teach or we ourselves have
low mental restraint....is it for us to blame???
i think its nature.

thats why, from my point of view,
having a religion is a really good thing
keeps you going on the right direction x]

p/s: no offence to readers .

Saturday special

2010-07-17T07:54:00.000-07:00

Today,
is
a
saturday,

abruptly,
we hardly study anything today,
its like we just bring ourselves to school
and talk the day away....

1st two periods,
didn't do much,
3,4th period, teacher was absent, we chatted and camwhored d two periods away,
it was AWESOME, like bonding period XD

then after english lesson,
then is form teacher's coachin' time,
all bout chinese history and education,
etc etc etc.

later...bm teacher was absent, so
guess who d substitute is?
our J2 Living skills teacher...
omg..
he had a small pop quiz
askin' us to caculate electricity bills...LOL

we were like o.O...

after school, watched a much anticipated bkb competition
sr1 vs j3...heated game WOW

both did their best :)

well
thats
the saturday i had today

Y.E.S tmr, hope worship goes smoothly x]

BKB + BBQ mania

2010-07-11T03:55:00.000-07:00

friday:

again....we were SOOO CLOSE to winning d match,
but at the less still short of a couple of points....

and d captains of our class group wept hard..
i realise its contagious..
later d whole team was in tears...
but
tearful moments = memorable...
we were actually more closer after that ^^
i heart my class more now ....

hope we will do better next time!
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saturday,
after school,
heading for bbq.....at church
so
saw jamie...
gave me a few looks of pics in her mobile
regardin' XXXX n XXXX omg its sooo loling!
then
saw the boyzzz
dressed NICELY

ltr, played a couple of ice breakers,
and we worship in campfire style XD

after that we started d bbq!
and i was aiming for some beef!
waited almost 15 mins for d beef to actually unraw LOL
when i ate it..............
its like
rubber..
and
i look barbaric .....
then jamie took it and chewed.....
its really hard...
then
we gave it to adriel to eat it..he didn't want to eat it...
till i say.. you are doin this for XXXXX! and he was like
"gulp" the beef XD
6 mins..he's done with d chewing, good work!! LOL

then last d TRIO appeared...shocker to XXXXX n XXXXX cuz anne B n becks was here
and ana, d bday girl ~~~

the rest of d nite was rainy and all
slept well ^^

tmr's school day again..
pity....

Day for teachers ^^

2010-07-02T02:10:00.001-07:00

almost 2 weeks since my last postin'

got lazy..............

okay, so i was back in school
everybody are still the same,
well, most of them...
there are some that sorta trimmed their hair...and
some long haired ones even cut it!
omg XD

then the wave has been calmed for this moment.
but things wouldn't be the same anyways.

oh ya and we are gonna have a major place switch around nxt week,
so get to meet few of my SHEEP group buds :)
miss you guyz~~

kays,
bout today,
this year's anniversary, in conjunction with teachers day as well..
went pretty smooth, and the presentations were AWESOME and hillarious!
crack me up big time !
and after all of the performance,
we had couple of competitions,
we joined the choir esemble competition,
and managed to squeeze into the best trio ^.^
YEAH!
thank God for all this,
and the couple of weeks we had been practising non stop
its worth it :)

and for those who tried but didn't make it, its okay, there's always next time :)

tomorrow's YOUTH SERVICE :)
CANT WAIT

bwahahahahaha!

TTFN.

RETRO AWESOMENESS :D

2010-06-19T23:26:00.000-07:00

YES
MIXED
EMOTIONS
AMONG US
BUT

WHO CARES!?
ITS AWESOME
the bestest nite that i have with the youths :)

2 days of non stop preparing
practise
decorating
scolding(ppl getting on nerves at times)
cleaning
etc etc.

the best part was during the event day,
all the girls look dashingly RETRO :D
and i was....
immune to cosmetics...
but manage to put on masccara and lipstick and eyeliner and foundation
ALL BY MYSELF
OMG
XD

helped glad n kyles put up some as well
kyles, you have lesser pimples with some powder ! :)
glad, still same LOL

after that
we were helping out in d cocktail session,
when
i heard becks and anna freaking out....
"OMG ANNE B came?!!!!!!!!"
she didn't come by the 1st 2 days of our rehearsal but she came for the dinner.
PRETTY shocking XD
everybody was like squeezing her when she arrived...
LOLing

then it began, stupid cupid dance,guys dance and twisiting,
twisting was the one that made all parents get up their chairs, TWIST :D
everyone was twisting! soo awesome and hillarious :)

then while d emcee are playing games with d parents,
we "workers" were buzy drinking up leftover mushroom soup!
becks and anna robbed my first bowl =.=
so i got the 2nd one :)
GULPED
LOTS
OF
MUSHROOMS
THEY
ARE
APPERTIZING !

youths are starting to get along well with each other
and thats a really good start :D
so lets hope we have more activites prior to this
Go youth X!

and i never forget to thank .....HIM.

tmrs school reopens. all the best to everyone to the nxt 5 months :)

VSS :)

2010-06-14T23:34:00.000-07:00

kay i'm kinda 2 days late to post up wats happened during vss ;)

day 1: 38 kids, but still its like taking care of a hundred :)
everyone is sooo hyper, they couldn't be still even for a sec....
and i realised........they all LIKE JUSTIN B =.=
and i overheard a bunch of 5-6year olds singing you belong with me during art lessons .
kids are soo updated nowadays :S

day 2: becky brought a bouquet of flowers to church and "babysit" it for d entire day,
babysit as in CAMWHORING.................lolz
i started to have creeps when i see esther ==, but everyone seems to think she's chubby,
YOU NEVER KNOW, and that made annabelle laughed upside down XD

day 3: yes i was pretty exhausted for d past two days, and FINALLY glad came ;)
get to know more about ANNE B, and EMO GAL.....
dance whole day with d kids as they prepare for their presentation on sunday,
and i would like to compliment annabelle for the pic that was projected on the big white
wall :) you made the kids giggle! thanks to your face and small pair of eyes :)

last day: worship with kids are awesome ! Though i kinda have a bad leg that day, but i still jump till i couldn't even breathe XD
though the mic experience some tech probs, couldn't hear my voice clearly , WHO CARES :)

well, i really hope that they can host this event nxt year, with MORE KIDS ;)
I WANNA PLAY WITH EM

Bored

2010-06-05T07:04:00.000-07:00

i'm soo lazy to the extent i don't even feel like blogging.....

just wanna stuff my ears with plugs and let
lady antebellum's voice drain off my boringness.
or maybe brooke frasers.....

was browsing old buddies' FBs lately,
i realise i still kinda miss K.L
makes me reminisce those good good times.

i think i was a weirdo throughout my primary life.
now turning back and taking a peek at it.
yea really is.

i don't know if i'm still like that now,
or maybe i'm more of a clown or something =.=

going to enjoy my time tomorrow,
peace out! :)

Yeah.

2010-05-26T06:04:00.000-07:00

EXAMS ARE over :)

rarely, i was sick for the entire week =.=
stupid flu and cough and sore throat.
made me sound like i got swine flu .

nyways i pull through it lah.
finally tomorrow's normal schooling day,
starting to miss it :)
get to see everybody again!

and!

i finally get to put all my focus on P.A.D project!

hope its gonna be a blast this coming holss!

:D

this is my prayer -------

2010-05-15T04:13:00.000-07:00

(go listen to desert song, and apply the melody to this phrase below)

this is my prayer in a battle,
where all thats within me feels lost,
i need Your strength that guides me through it all,
give me the courage to brave--------

God gimme strength!

amen~!

What if ----------

2010-05-11T04:41:00.000-07:00

What if............

everything goes wrong?

what if.......................

i'm really gonna get busted....

what if ........................
its......OH SHUT UP ABI.

i promise to GOD i will NEVER EVER EVER EVER play again :(
i'll study,i 'll study!

WHOA.

2010-05-08T07:56:00.000-07:00

another week.

very tired,
very stressed,
very annoyed,

aside all these, at least found a new pass time :)
singing hillsongs with some gaga classmates XD

one of the things that i thought i could oni enjoy myself or at church,
well its taking a turn now~

today's youth, alamak 7 ppl sahaja =.=
communication prob between committees and members..
but nyways still had fun :DDDD

hope God will continue impact the youth x

GO YOUTH! ;D

He's carved into my heart

2010-05-01T05:54:00.000-07:00

For a very very long time i wanted to say this,
but i never had the guts.
its just that very sentences....
whats sooo tough about it!?

but i can't hide it anymore，
he has carved his way into my pumping heart,
i feel suffocated when i didn't see him..........

this is a sophisticated problem for me..
because it never happens.

I believe its true,
i'm really in deep crush with ~

"hush"!
omg what on earth was that....

oh great, i just blushed =.=''

All i ever wanted

2010-04-26T03:50:00.000-07:00

"ALL I EVER WANTEDx3 "!!

that was the very 1st stanza kelly was singing as she came out from the curtains....

everyone was screaming mad!

me , joyee and lol were hysterical........!

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firstly, i reached lol's home then joyee arrived 10 min later.
i realized me n joyee wore the same "stripe" shirt with only different designs.."sigh"...
actually, we weren't THAT excited till we reached bukit jalil...
i was getting geared up...joyee was like having difficulty in breathin...

after that we need to go through some security bag checkin'
joyee kena caught..bring d giant cam..haiz
for me ... i got too much bread with me.......
but the guard let me pass~ XD

then we found the perfect seating...highest tier lah..(others are like...expensive)
but there's this GUY thats blocking the view...
we were like shouting..."hey dude! you are lame! get off our view!"
then a woman in front of us...were like asking us " he's blocking right??? so friggin annoying"
we all got cracked up couple of times though XD
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kays after jaclyn and suki did couple of guest performances, the MAIN ACT APPEARED
all lights dimmed.......we hear shouts.....cuz we were shouting as well XD
and the next thing is we are all caught up in kelly's all i ever wanted song!

later it was followed up by a few hits, breakaway, walkaway,never again, since you been gone,
behind these hazel eyes,already gone, i don't not hook up and lastly , my life will suck without you as the ending....omg its AWESOME...
for the whole time i was just screaming....with my "speaker"(kinda have one at home)

there are also people that stared and us and gossip behind our backs ( its a couple , they are annoying! )
this is the STYLE of being in a concert dang you =.=
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anyways, i had a GREAT time,
though kelly was kinda...on weight LOLZ
get skinny soon :)

write more AWESOME songz :D
love ya!

Let me ask you :

2010-04-22T02:31:00.000-07:00

what's it like to see a rainbow at first sight ?

i think i'm alright

2010-04-20T03:45:00.000-07:00

though only 2 days in a whole new seating enviroment,
everybody is pretty friendly and all.
sweet :)

though i still kinda miss the dayzz where i'll be hitting ern
ern will be reading her novel
ring will be squigglin doodlez
crucial would be paying attention on lessons or daydream
double would be doing the same thing or doodlin'
circle would be flipping her page nonstop out of boredom
ying yang would be doing something that claims to be "disgusting" and "eerie"
jing wai would be FOCUSED on the teacher...

oh well those are just another carousel of reminisces that i have to let go.
i still spend time with them :D

but it seems i spent too much time to not know i'm getting abrasive towards my
old buddies, or they just couldn't let go of how we use to have fun last time?

i can tell you, i used to think i would be the one start in the past
and not be able to stand up if my friends go seperate classes...
but then
ever since going to all those spiritual camps and conferences
i have managed to get over this matter.

i still care for my friends in my heart but not through actions,
because there's only ONE ME and i can't spread myself everywhere
if only i could i think we could avoid disputes...

looks like i've done something wrong,
but are you sure that moving on is wrong?

I SAY:

2010-04-19T04:19:00.000-07:00

i

do not

share

fate

with

basketballs.

they hate me literally :[

LIVE action +Sheep seperated :(

2010-04-16T05:38:00.000-07:00

sorry for not posting
procrastination is my new friend now :P

nyways yesterday was the first time i seen a car in
"action" mode
this driver, hit d breaks hard, screeching from behind
hit the side of uncle's car and we all shook for like a sec...
so there's this dent at d back of d car :X

then car continue to lose its control and hit the divider super hard
the car went 45 degrees and then fortunately
touch down without turning turtle...:O

the driver came out..confused and crying =.=
everybody was like...helping (or kpc)
so i think everyone's okay . THANK GOD :)

OH YA. teacher has finally obligated us to change seats
in a lucky draw way.
yeap! the sheep group are literally scattered all over the class =.=
me on 2nd row,
ms crucial opposite me (yikes)
ern far left
ah ring , double, jing wai, circle, yy semua behind =.=
HAIZ.

i'm asphyxiated by a group of boyz ==
my row semua boyzz
God have mercy on my soul :p

Perrrrcubaan :P

2010-04-10T04:59:00.000-07:00

word of the day:PERRRRRRRRRCUBAAN

sorry being a little uncivilized now
from 7.15am-1245pm all i learned from the forum was:
always turn your head to 3 diff angles and say "percubaan" each time you turn :D

there's this bm forum competition in our school
national competition
so we see lots of different school representatives
we made lots of comments about there dressings, some awesome, some...okay la

honestly...i didn't really pay attention to the entire session.
cuz its friggin cold and i think i just got frostbite -.0

how i wish i was in class learning rather than freezin' ==

Just another day.

2010-04-06T05:47:00.000-07:00

usually i'm not predictable...
but yesterday my theory homework didn't went well,
this case rarely happens since i was under a new teacher now,
i realize something bad was gonna happen the day after...

guess what?

i was right =.=

i 'broke the record' for my eng, chi and bm.....
dang. i overlooked the situations .
so its a pretty big blow though.

what to do i just gotta look forward.
i put my trust in HIM.
X].

go abi!

1bird 8 stones.

2010-04-02T21:32:00.000-07:00

bird=abi
stones=exams

there are 5 days, two days with only 1 stone each, others are all 2 stones per day,
so.........
bird+3(2stones)+2stones
=bird+6stones+2stones
=bird+8 stones

though exams are finally over,
still i don't have high expectations =.=
hopefully i could pass..
prehaps failing a sub or two

finally i get to,
tell you guys what happened during april fools.
3cases:
-i cried on the phone and told ethel i got rob by a indian man,i was injured.
she eventually believed and called cocoa and almost called her sis to fetch her to my residence =.=

-i acted as a operator from kl medical centre and called bryan, telling him he haven't pay his organ donation participation fee....he hardly recognise my voice . (i'm soo good in feigning my voice)

-i acted as a malay woman i kept yelling on the phone in malay when tan wei picked up.....
she really thought i was a malay woman =.=

oh well
all these are just another lame joke X]

Going to Bro Rambabu's meeting tonite :D
see ya!

----[Vanilla Twilight ]---

2010-03-29T22:22:00.000-07:00

Dedicated to OWL CITY x]

I don't know

2010-03-19T01:41:00.000-07:00

Checking out other people's
FB

most of my frenz are preparing mad for the coming exams...

what about me?
what am i doing?
i'm still onlining
munching on tit bits and watching tv
how on earth am i gonna pass my exams if i keep going on like this
my laziness has yet provoked another tsunami
i'm yet to drown in it
consumed by its wrath
but this is just a matter of time before it actually happens.

therefore,
i hereby punish myself
into 3 weeks of IES
if i dare online...
i will label myself CHICKEN for the rest of the year!

LOL makes my day LOL

2010-03-17T04:41:00.000-07:00

1015am

LOL came to my house :)
tried installing the sims 3
didn't turn out right
darn.

Then we started bk~~~
and there it happened...
i insert her usb into my hifi system......
the songz in there
are all literally MILEY CYRUS
omg
not that contagious.........
but one thing i know is that
while we were doing BK she was shaking her body
==......like indian dance like that..
while i was in deep rumination XD

later she tasted a little of my " lee ice cream recipe"
it was horrible but she drank it all :)
wanna know what is it?
come by my home and you will get the taste of it :D

nyways we manage to do some studying too
thats d main point that she's here la XD

hope that next exam we can do the same :)

Broga

2010-03-14T00:49:00.000-08:00

breezy wind blows my cheek....
there i was,
and broga's peak!

that feeling at that moment was sensational!
though it was my fourth time climbing hills...
this was with d youth X
so its different :)

i remembered i almost fell from a giant rock like slope....
it was either gripping hard on the rope..
or injuring yourself .
but then i managed to pull through :)
AWESOME!
we took couple of pics
and yeah, all the pics with me in it ...are exhausted face.........

overall i just got couple of bruises...no big .
hope i get to go climbing with frenz AGAIN !

Sheepish

2010-03-12T04:51:00.000-08:00

bwahahaha!

sheep group.

this is the group i'm currently in and hope to be in during
the nxt semester :)
hopefully.
though we are all from different class and have various talents respectively,
but we have one thing in common...
we are good laughers :D
though sometimes we get on the monitor's nerves..........apologies
we will behave better next time .

but all the way,
i'm still striving hard to fit in,
i won't give up easily
i'm not feigning to be versatile just to blend,
but to be in this class
because of who i AM.

! Pranked ?

2010-03-09T04:59:00.000-08:00

i hate to hurt people's feelings

not to mention play with them...

but as i got older i thought it was no big deal.

So yesterday i pulled the most preposterous prank ever!
i was gaga as usual when it comes to C/D galz( crucial and double)
during the lesson before chinese, i was playing with them...
then after that....they kept calling me what chicken and what one night stand orang...
after what they said..
i went on silent treatment.
i didn't bothered them at all
though they were talking and trying to persuade me.

it didn't work and my temper got worse.
they got frighten and asked ah ring whassup with me...
i she said was " i duno i duno"
after that i told her my plan...she almost burst out in laughter

i managed to pranked them till 2nd recess when ah ring told them about my
SCHEME =.=, she thinks they're too pitiful......ooh please!
lastly we are back to normal :D
they were totally DUPED!

thanks for you guyz' cooperation: LOL, ah ring,ethel :)
the looks on C/D's faces were PRICELESS

When BKL becomes BKP ......=P

2010-03-05T04:43:00.000-08:00

after society yesterday,
i kinda went out a little early,
and just in time
coco gal's dad's car was parked right there :)
so i just put my stuff behind the boot
and told him i was gonna be right back...

after i settled my stuffs
i walked back to the PERSONA car
then i saw zoey's waving at me
so waved her back..
as i open the car door,
it won't budge....
the thing is .....i don't feel awkward until...
i saw another PERSONA...
eeeh!?! the number plate is : BKL
and uncle...coco gal are waving at me........
they are already laughing dead.

I almost got myself into the wrong car.
Wrong car's number plate: BKP =.=

ONLINE :)

2010-03-03T01:10:00.000-08:00

After two weeks of suffering
i'm finally back.

Don't feel like posting anything lately
too lazy to think ........will do so when free :)

Paranormal :D

2010-02-12T01:02:00.000-08:00

okay,
me and LOL watched paranormal activity...

plenty of SPECIAL EFFECTS =.=
overall not soo scary
besides the part
where the girl kena dragged from her bed
to the hallway by a INVISIBLE FORCE -.-
she was screaming like crazy ....
and the last part where
she gotten possessed and killed her bf
and rocked back and forth for 2 dayz???
==
soo freaky~
then last she died

nyways
the next movie i'm soooo gonna watch: CARRIERS :))))))